Yes. God still loves you. That is the direct answer to the question you are really asking. But the answer deserves more than a sentence, because the fear underneath it is real and specific. Let us look at it honestly.
The Fear Behind the Question
When someone asks "does God still love me," they are usually not asking a theology question. They are asking whether the relationship still holds. Whether repeated failure has finally exhausted the patience of someone who had every reason to give up on them long ago.
That fear is real. And it tells you something important about how you see God: not as a Father but as a score-keeper. Not as someone who pursues, but as someone who tolerates until he does not anymore.
The fear that God has given up on you is almost always a projection of how you feel about yourself.
What the Psalms Show
The Psalms are full of people who went back to the same failure again and again and still encountered a God who did not write them off. David, who sinned catastrophically and not just once, wrote: "The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness." (Lamentations 3:22-23, ESV)
That word in Hebrew is hesed: a covenantal loyalty that is not dependent on the other person's performance. It does not mean sin does not matter. It means God's love has a different foundation than your behavior.
The Parable of the Prodigal Son
"But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and felt compassion, and ran and embraced him and kissed him."Luke 15:20 (ESV)
The father was not waiting with crossed arms. He was watching the horizon. He ran. Before any speech. Before any proof of change. He ran.
What This Does Not Mean
Grace is not permission. The father's run toward the son was not an endorsement of what the son had done. It was love that preceded the repentance, not love that dismissed it. The point of grace is not that sin does not matter. The point is that grace creates the environment where honest repentance and real change become possible. Shame does not do that. Shame just drives more hiding.
The Honest Answer
Yes. God still loves you. Not because you deserve it, and not in spite of how bad you have been -- but because his love has a different foundation than your behavior. That love is what makes repentance bearable. That love is the only stable foundation for the long work of recovery.
Come home. It is what the father is waiting for. If you are ready to take a step, read what to do after a porn relapse tonight, or find scripture for when you want to return to God.
Scripture for When You Think God Is Tired of You
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